Friday, July 22, 2011
Thursday, June 9, 2011
Maybe Not FOREVER
There are so many stories I still want to tell
There are so many I love you's left unsaid
There are many tears left uncried
There are many dreams left to fall apart
I miss our long talks
I miss the nights when all was alright
I love you like anything, you were my angel,
Yet I wonder why you left me here to die
We were forever best friends-
When one fell to the ground
The other one was there to help her back up.
We healed our broken hearts
With a hug 'n a gentle smile.
We stayed up every night looking at the stars,
Giggling like little girls 'n having midnight talks.
You said you had to go-
I wished it wasn't so.
You said we'd always write.
You said it would be like old times.
I looked in your eyes as you looked into mine,
With smiles like everything was fine.
Yet we both knew well that this was our last good-bye.
We knew that we would never again
Have those long talks 'n play like little girls again.
We knew all the pain we'd cause ourselves.
I also knew that my angel was being taken away,
Yet we promised no matter what we'd remain forever best friends.. !
There are so many I love you's left unsaid
There are many tears left uncried
There are many dreams left to fall apart
I miss our long talks
I miss the nights when all was alright
I love you like anything, you were my angel,
Yet I wonder why you left me here to die
We were forever best friends-
When one fell to the ground
The other one was there to help her back up.
We healed our broken hearts
With a hug 'n a gentle smile.
We stayed up every night looking at the stars,
Giggling like little girls 'n having midnight talks.
You said you had to go-
I wished it wasn't so.
You said we'd always write.
You said it would be like old times.
I looked in your eyes as you looked into mine,
With smiles like everything was fine.
Yet we both knew well that this was our last good-bye.
We knew that we would never again
Have those long talks 'n play like little girls again.
We knew all the pain we'd cause ourselves.
I also knew that my angel was being taken away,
Yet we promised no matter what we'd remain forever best friends.. !
Sunday, June 5, 2011
The only thing that I still believe in is you
The girl I love. The girl I hate. The girl I'll never forget.
This is for her.
There's nothing in the world I want more right now, at this moment, than her arms around me, hugging me tight and telling me everything will be okay. She always had a way of putting things right. Why she didn't in the end, beats me. But she is and probably will always be the one I crave at times like these when I'm disconnected with everything else - and facing my demons. Only she could understand what I'm talking about and only she could say things and do things that could put it all right again.
But of course, she's gone. Lurking somewhere in the corners, her heart's beating with the same painful rhythm mine does, waiting... Waiting for me to give her a sign to come and take the reins of my life in her hands and make things right without me having to worry about it.
But I step out without her in this darkness, trying to stand on my feet wondering if it's all worth it, wondering if I really have to do this without her, wondering if we could still be perfect.
Yet... moving on without her. Letting her lurk as I move further away. Feeling the pain that beats in both our hearts. But moving on alone. I've fallen today. I hurt. I need her. But I've come too far to call her now. Not that she can't hear me. But my own voice struggles to come out when I want to call on her. I know she'll be there but I'll have no answers to the questions she'll ask me later. It'll be a lost cause. To bring her out of one darkness and push her into another abyss.
So I go on, trying to convince myself that it's for the best. In reality it's too late to go back. I just wish I could bring myself back to life.
This is for her.
There's nothing in the world I want more right now, at this moment, than her arms around me, hugging me tight and telling me everything will be okay. She always had a way of putting things right. Why she didn't in the end, beats me. But she is and probably will always be the one I crave at times like these when I'm disconnected with everything else - and facing my demons. Only she could understand what I'm talking about and only she could say things and do things that could put it all right again.
But of course, she's gone. Lurking somewhere in the corners, her heart's beating with the same painful rhythm mine does, waiting... Waiting for me to give her a sign to come and take the reins of my life in her hands and make things right without me having to worry about it.
But I step out without her in this darkness, trying to stand on my feet wondering if it's all worth it, wondering if I really have to do this without her, wondering if we could still be perfect.
Yet... moving on without her. Letting her lurk as I move further away. Feeling the pain that beats in both our hearts. But moving on alone. I've fallen today. I hurt. I need her. But I've come too far to call her now. Not that she can't hear me. But my own voice struggles to come out when I want to call on her. I know she'll be there but I'll have no answers to the questions she'll ask me later. It'll be a lost cause. To bring her out of one darkness and push her into another abyss.
So I go on, trying to convince myself that it's for the best. In reality it's too late to go back. I just wish I could bring myself back to life.
THIS IS FOR YOU
Friday, June 3, 2011
Oh,So It's Love !
You know when I was a kid in bachpan me and my friends used to think that love and all is a bad thing to happen / do. One of our seniors in school got caught with a so-called love letter in her pocket and of course the name of the guy was mentioned so both these lovers were punished-they were hardly in 8the grade. This made us friends more scared of the word love and the impression of falling in love became a crime at that time.Sadly !
Somehow in our society we are used to unknowingly misunderstand the 'love' which happens between a girl friend-boy friend. No,nobody came and told us that it is a bad thing or it's wrong to indulge in it in when you're in your school days et al. But we tend to get this feeling that it's not correct. Where as we were never shooed away from saying 'ma,I love you' or 'daddy,I love you' et al. So love was accepted but in certain form. But today's kids are being taken in to commercials to say 'I love you' to a class mate or so. The latest Ariel commercial shows the same thing-though without actually pointing that "love is alright at your age kids"
Recently,at my college the guards caught two students getting involved 'wrongly' in a corner of the loo.Our general reaction to this was-"guys get a room,why spoil your image at college". But we didn't think in the manner -"Haww,they did this? They fell in love? Oh o !"
So,we are now grown-ups and we've understood that love happens and that's not a crime ! Again, no one came and taught this to us... oh,the couple ? they got expelled of course !
When we hear from someone that they are couple who fell in love at first sight we feel "oooohhh,how sweet..". But generally,the view of falling in love at first sight is not a very acceptable idea by most the of junta.People call it as puppy love which happens to a slight immature people around..true ?what's your view ?
Love is such a vague entity.It's a bit risky as well..you get entangled with each other...yes no body teaches us about love..nobody tells us whom to fall in love with....when to fall in love with..it just happens...and we just need to let it happen...really ? I've seen people who first make sure of the caste and then confirm their feelings for the other person,there thought-"why take chances and let parents fuss over the caste thing ?" And yet people fall in love with the ones from other caste...Such is love and yet it is so beautiful :)
Somehow in our society we are used to unknowingly misunderstand the 'love' which happens between a girl friend-boy friend. No,nobody came and told us that it is a bad thing or it's wrong to indulge in it in when you're in your school days et al. But we tend to get this feeling that it's not correct. Where as we were never shooed away from saying 'ma,I love you' or 'daddy,I love you' et al. So love was accepted but in certain form. But today's kids are being taken in to commercials to say 'I love you' to a class mate or so. The latest Ariel commercial shows the same thing-though without actually pointing that "love is alright at your age kids"
Recently,at my college the guards caught two students getting involved 'wrongly' in a corner of the loo.Our general reaction to this was-"guys get a room,why spoil your image at college". But we didn't think in the manner -"Haww,they did this? They fell in love? Oh o !"
So,we are now grown-ups and we've understood that love happens and that's not a crime ! Again, no one came and taught this to us... oh,the couple ? they got expelled of course !
When we hear from someone that they are couple who fell in love at first sight we feel "oooohhh,how sweet..". But generally,the view of falling in love at first sight is not a very acceptable idea by most the of junta.People call it as puppy love which happens to a slight immature people around..true ?what's your view ?
Love is such a vague entity.It's a bit risky as well..you get entangled with each other...yes no body teaches us about love..nobody tells us whom to fall in love with....when to fall in love with..it just happens...and we just need to let it happen...really ? I've seen people who first make sure of the caste and then confirm their feelings for the other person,there thought-"why take chances and let parents fuss over the caste thing ?" And yet people fall in love with the ones from other caste...Such is love and yet it is so beautiful :)
He and Her-Cure
Something is telling me,that I need not scream or shout or yell !
It's also telling me that I need not ring the bell !!
I tend to look at your face which is looking pale,
I want to hold you and tell you that life is a fairy tale !
I know not even for a second you would believe that,
Since it is you who always introduced me to the fact !
But I wish there is no pain in your life
And I so much wish you was my wife !
I wipe my own tears and am determined to make you smile,
So what if we are not together today,we intend to go a long long mile !
I'll see you around the next corner,where you would be waiting for me,
And I'll hug you and tell you that life is now much better for me !
It's also telling me that I need not ring the bell !!
I tend to look at your face which is looking pale,
I want to hold you and tell you that life is a fairy tale !
I know not even for a second you would believe that,
Since it is you who always introduced me to the fact !
But I wish there is no pain in your life
And I so much wish you was my wife !
I wipe my own tears and am determined to make you smile,
So what if we are not together today,we intend to go a long long mile !
I'll see you around the next corner,where you would be waiting for me,
And I'll hug you and tell you that life is now much better for me !
Thursday, June 2, 2011
Only You...
Everytime I hold you...
I want you to hold me back as if you’d never let me go.
Everytime I hug you...
I want you to hug me as if I was the last person you could ever hug.
Everytime I talk to you...
I want you to listen as if there were none other in this world.
Everytime I listen to you...
I want you to talk as if we’d never talked before.
Everytime I see you smile...
I want you to smile as if life could never be better.
Everytime I see you sad...
I want you to give me all your pain.
Everytime I touch you...
I want you to feel the love flowing inside me.
Everytime I hear your heart beat...
I want you to lie there forever and do nothing else.
Everytime I remember you...
I want you to pop up right before my eyes.
Everytime I walk alone...
I want you to walk by my side.
Everytime I eat...
I want you to be there eating with me.
Everytime I drink...
I want you to be there to stop me doing that.
Everytime I miss you...
I want you to miss me even more.
Everytime I go to sleep...
I want you to be already waiting for me.
Everytime I wake up...
I want you to be asleep by my side, so that I can wake you up.
Everytime I write...
I want to write about you.
Everytime I read...
I want to read with you.
Everytime I drive...
I want you to be there.
Everytime I talk...
I want it to be just you.
Everytime I think...
I want you to be the first and the last person I ever think of.
Everytime I open my eyes...
I want you to be there.
Everytime I close my eyes...
I still want you to come before my eyes.
Everytime I smile...
I want you to be the sole reason for that.
Everytime I cry...
I want you to wipe my tears and comfort me.
Everytime I laugh...
I want to laugh with you.
Everytime I fall...
I want you to pick me up.
Everytime I see a star...
I think of you.
Everytime I say I love you...
I want you to say I love you back.
But I guess I’d rather shut my eyes and simply go to sleep, for I’m too tired waiting for you to come around. The day you left me was the day I died. All I’ve been doing ever since is trying to live, breathe and trying not to die again. But oh! How impossible is it?! For I die every day.
Everytime I hold you...
it’s just cold air.
Everytime I hug you...
you’re still not there.
Everytime I talk to you...
it’s like I’m a crazy man talking to no one.
Everytime I listen to you...
I am still always waiting to listen to you.
Everytime I see you smile...
I smile.
Everytime I see you sad...
I cry.
Everytime I touch you...
how can I...
Everytime I hear your heart beat...
it feels as if that’s my heart beating out there.
Everytime I remember you...
I can’t stop thinking about you.
Everytime I walk alone...
you are always walking by my side...
Everytime I eat...
I am eating with you...
Everytime I drink...
oh yes I have started drinking.
Everytime I miss you...
I don’t...coz I never stop thinking about you...
Everytime I go to sleep...
I cry thinking about you.
Everytime I wake up...
I find myself alone.
Everytime I write...
I write about you.
Everytime I read...
I read without you.
Everytime I drive...
I drive without you.
Everytime I talk...
I talk about you.
Everytime I think...
I think about you.
Everytime I open my eyes...
you are there.
Everytime I close my eyes...
you’re still there.
Everytime I smile...
it’s because you’re smiling.
Everytime I cry...
it’s because I’m not the reason for that smile.
Everytime I laugh...
I’m just pretending.
Everytime I fall...
there’s no one to pick me up.
Everytime I see a star...
I cry thinking I wished for you under that star.
Everytime I say I love you...
I mean to say that I am happy to see you happy with someone else even if that’s killing me inside. Since the day you said goodbye, I’ve been counting the days until you’ll be back in my arms again. But it scares me...’coz I might be counting for the rest of my life. Still I'm here...waiting...but please hurry...before my life gives way to the endless pain I'm in.Sheer Cupidity
Everytime I say I love you...
I mean to say so much more than just those three words.
I want to tell you that I’m always thinking about you.
Everytime I say I love you...
I mean for you to understand that you are above anyone else in this world for me.
I want to tell you that you are my world.
Everytime I say I love you...
I mean that I want to be able to hold your hand when I am hurt.
I want you to understand that I actually cry when you’re sad and am happy when you smile.
Everytime I say I love you...
I mean I’d do anything to bring that smile on your face.
I want you to know that you’re the person I silently wished for under that falling star.
Everytime I say I love you...
I mean to tell you that my heart skips a beat every time I hear your name.
I want you to know that it’s just you that my heart beats for.
Everytime I say I love you...
I want to realise how much I care for you.
I mean to be the best man in your life.
Everytime I say I love you...
I mean to say that just being a part of your life isn’t enough.
I want to live in the same skin and share every thought, heartbeat and emotion as you.
Everytime I say I love you...
I mean for you to know that you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me.
I want you to tell me that you love me back as much as I do.
Everytime I say I love you...
I mean to tell you that I’d rather see you happy with someone else than see sad with me.
I mean that I don’t want ever to let go off you, but I will if I must.
Everytime I say I love you...
I want to tell you that I am begging you not to lie to me if you don’t love me back.
I mean that if it be...I will always be by your side without you knowing.
Everytime I say I love you...
I want you to follow me if someday I leave you.
I mean to say that the day you leave me will be the day I die.
Everytime I say I love you...Whenever I say I love you...
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